Actions....

....speak so much louder then words!

a person can shout out
wanting to self defend
to chase away the hurt
caused but such a dear friend...

They have seen the words
written down
then told they werent true
by someone who thought they knew

Letters sent
harsh words said
no, you can't take back those words
but ACTIONS
speak louder than words

So you have to start over
light the match
burn down the old stuff
so on to bright green you can latch

Can you wait to see
just what might be?

Sure, but you have to move up
you have to move out
flying
soaring

Then just maybe
one day we will see
each other
under a TENDER
WILLOWLY YOUNG OAK TREE!

The FIRE RENEWS!

You can't take your words back...

See...
you told so many people
that you were in love with
Me!

They heard you say it
So deny what you must
I don't really care

I'm moving up
I'm moving out
I'm not one to pout

Life is full and free
I don't want your bended knee
I'm burnin' down that old oak tree!

All of it...

was copied
every word
every picture
every smile
stored....
you might have
hit the delete button...
you might have hit reset....

But someone had
already copied it
someone is holding it secure...

You wished for something...
now you have it
now you are gonna wish you were dead!

Cycles of Life

Or is it just going around in a circle
and returning to where we had begun...

Is it progress
or regress?

Too many times around the circle
and you will be sucked down in to
the whirlpool.

The RESET button?
Start over, Try again with the same substances?
The result will be the same

How about this.....
LIGHT the MATCH
burn it all
then your life will start anew
green sprigs of life appear after a fire
BLISS!!!!

True Love

True Love I Gave

from my heart

from my soul

PURE TRUE TRUSTING LOVE.

Was it given in return?

Does it remain?

Feathers

Free

Flying

Forever

in⋅tu⋅i⋅tion

1.
direct perception of truth, fact, etc., independent of any reasoning process; immediate apprehension.
2.
a fact, truth, etc., perceived in this way.
3.
a keen and quick insight.
4.
the quality or ability of having such direct perception or quick insight.

The truth of the matter is that direct perception of a possible outcome is usually based
on past experiences. The probability of what will occur when certain circumstances are in place

Love is a force more formidable than any other.

It is invisible; it cannot be seen or measured;
yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment,
and offer you more joy
than any material possession ever could’.

My Love....

...Sweet

Nourshing

Fullfilling

True Colors...

...What are YOURS?

passage is from William James:

We stand on a mountain pass
in the midst of whirling snow and blinding mist
through which we get glimpses
now and then of paths which may be deceptive. I

f we stand still we shall be frozen to death.

If we take the wrong road we shall be dashed to pieces.

We do not certainly know whether there is any right one.
What must we do? '
Be strong and of a good courage.'
Act for the best, hope for the best, and take what comes. . . . If death ends all, we cannot meet death better.

I have noticed a good wine
becomes a FINE WINE
when accompanied by
the right company, place, food, atmosphere
but the wrong company...
and you end up with SOUR GRAPES!

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and an day to love someone...
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. ~
Unknown ~.

In My Sky Tonight

Out in the Field

The gurl and her dawg....

out in the green green field.

lush

devine

a place to be free

cm2me

out in my green green field

LEGS

Bet my legs are longer

then yourz

Deleted

He didnt want me
tossed me aside
grabbed someone else
to go along for the ride

now that I am leaving
HE feels I am his to claim
to pulverize, to berate
mental state to maim

HE deleted me
tossed me in the trash
now is trying to reclaim
and give another thrash

BUT...GUESS WHAT...
I have been deleted
HE won't be able
to retrieve me from the bin

I am going my own way
and bearing it with a grin

tergiversation

I can wait
I have been taught
to be patient

So many crazy things
can happen in a day
life can fall to pieces
from just a few words
that a person has to say

OVERT TERGIVERSATION
that is what I dealt with today.

Yet when all is said
when all is done
Once can STILL come away
and have some fun

SHE can not stop me
I WILL go on
I have VENTED
and dumped a ton

Now ONWARD
FORWARD
I have a
HAPPY LIVE TO LIVE.

Light as a Feather
in ANY
kind of weather!!!!

phase of the full moon

It is definetly the phase of the FULL MOON.

Life just fell to pieces

How can SO MANY THINGS
go WRONG IN ONE DAY???!!!!!

So Green are my Pasturz

CM2ME

Join me
in my pasturz fair

The verdant green has a wonderful sheen

Lush

Free

In MY pasturz green

Gettin the work DONE!!!

The rain has come in torrents
soaking the sodden earth
and popping forth has come
wisdom and even words of mirth.

But in my pastures fair
up came thistles there
by the score
in great big clumps
and then again
many more....Enuf of dust and packing
time for some FRESH air
3 hours....
Time well spent
Gettin the work done
in pasturz fair!

I LOVE DEEPLY

Do U wnt it?

Remembering a Time of Innocence

I remember
the trip seeming so long
the ugly noisy city roads
canceling out my "song"
I remember
a narrow country road
lined with orange lilies
bursting forth
I remember
a time of innocence
signaled by the flowers
that we were getting close
Our destination final
heralded by masses of orange
singing THEIR song
"light as a feather"
they laughed together!

More Stuff

Stuff
maybe it does have a purpose
maybe it fills a void
maybe the clutter hides
the emptiness?

Stuff

It has been a long day
overwhelming
clutter
dust
STUFF

STUFF
that has been sitting
for years
unused
forgotten
unnecessary

Why do we think
that we need this
STUFF

did it EVER
really serve a purpose?

Where is "light as a feather"?
Where is the laughter?
Where is peace?

Where are those matches?
I don't need this
STUFF!!!

Micro-Macro Disconnect

If a person creates a false reality in their mind...
and they believe it....is it really a false reality (to them)

It's always amazing to me to hear an intelligiant,
articulate, rational person come to an absurd conclusion...

Paul Moser III

Micro-Macro Disconnect

http://www.unique-design.net/library/false.html

Allurement after the Storm

Sometimes we need help...

...getting the bugs
out of our lives!

A big ole storm is comin'

light rumbles heard for hours and hours

all around....Then

rumbling ever deepening

skies darkening

portentous clouds appear

Just waiting now

for those skies to break open

and pour out

its obscenities foul

There won't be any rainbow

after this big storm

night has come

not one ray of sun....

But morning always comes

glistening is diamond dew

reminding me and you

that Gods love is true.

Love-light as a feather!

I couldnt believe my eyes!
I have never seen two hawks together
They were so close and so fast
that I was unable to get the magic shot
to prove it.

It is said they mate for life
But I only see them causing strife
(with my chickens)

But today-driving East
in my beautiful VA countryside
There they were...

Flying and flipping
dancing circles in the air
courtship
love so fair!

MY VIRGINIA

Rolling grassy green hills
shadowed by the Blue Ridge Mountains.

Happy fat cows and horses
munching on thick green grass...
Farmers and hay
chickens and more
dance across
the Page County floor

In the distance
the Massanuttan Mountains peak above trees

Each season brings beautiful changes
and I love them all

Stark gray of winter
barren trees burst forth
with glistening diamonds
after an ice storm

Winter gives way to spring and summer
each month bringing a
different wild flower.
too many to name

Wildlife abounds,
bear, raccoon, possum
birds of prey, coyote, fox...
deer...mink, otter and beaver...
bobcats and talk of mountain lion...

Fall comes again all to quickly
taking over with brightly colored trees
giving the world one last hurrah
with their gorgeous leaves.

So much here
So much I hold dear

This is MY VIRGINIA
I will miss you!

Friendship

IS sacred
accept it
treasure it
respect it
you are loved

Reality

Reality
suddenly dawned
something a road trip
seemed to spawn

Reality
I am leaving her
it doesnt seem quite right

Reality
I am leaving
a safe and beautiful place
where honest friends abound

Reality
my job
smacks me in the face
everytime I walk in
that place

Reality
torment continues
uninvited
unexpected
unecessarily

Reality
it is time to go
I feel the flow
I felt the call
It was "given" to me

THIS REALITY
is RIGHT
I KNOW!!!!

Innocence Lost

I can't relive my life
I can't retrace my tracks
I can't undo what's done
There is no going back
I chased a selfish dream

Did not survey the cost
Illusions disappeared
I've found my innocence lost

Some say it's lessons learned
Some say it's a living life
I say it's choices made
Knowing wrong from right

One night I fought to sleep In my slumber
I turned and tossed
I woke to a cloudy day
And found my innocence lost

Innocent child is a beautiful thing
Secure in her father's arms
Sleeps while a mother sings
There's no way to know
All the harm this world can bring
I miss my innocence

Oh, to be innocent My heavenly Father
The way of eternal love
That overflows with grace
I can completely trust

My broken heart repaired
And all my sin forgot
I can be pure again
In spite of my innocence lost

In his eyes I'm a newborn child
'cause I accept his love
I have a newfound hope

Though I've found my innocence lost
I can be pure again
I've found my innocence lost

Amy Grant...Innocence Lost

innocence

I remember that day...
I was only 13
submerged....

emerged.....
in the face of innocence

Clean
pure
with a will to do good

I was only 13
but I understood it then
just like now
It was and IS simple

but somewhere in between
lifes immoralities took hold
angry
cynical
denial
disbelief...

but in the end....
drawn back
to
the age of innocence

the "flower girl"
that drops the rose petals....

INNOCENCE